Only 4 weeks to go!!!

So in 4 weeks I should be a first time mommy. When I first got pregnant I thought to myself, this is great and exciting and what I've wanted for years! Now that the reality is setting in quickly, I'm getting more scared and nervous. What was I thinking? I'm in Med school for goodness sakes!! How am I going to do this?! I have these little freakout moments every so often, but really the realization that a human baby will be living in my house in a few weeks still hasn't set in. I think I haven't put it together yet that this thing inside me that kicks and squirms and twists (causing quite a bit of pain at times!) is actually a baby and I am his mommy! Hopefully I will realize these things in the next few weeks.

Oh and by the way, I start school on Tuesday. AAAAHHHHHH