Thursday, April 28
Thursday, August 12
Internship
Monday, May 18
Losing a Patient
This patient was in the process of being worked up for possible metastatic cancer when she was admitted to the hospital. The ultrasound and CT scan looked suspicious for cancer, but we could not be certain. We spent the next two weeks fluctuating between trying to get the specialists to make a diagnosis and trying to keep her out of the ICU. One day she would be doing okay, awake and able to converse. The next day she would be drowsy, confused and disoriented. She went into kidney failure numerous times. Finally she was transferred to another hospital and I was no longer able to see her everyday. I got to know the family quite well and cared deeply for them. Some family members even attended our church on a Sunday that Steve was preaching. In the end she became comatose and the family decided to withdraw life support. I found this out by calling the ICU at the other hospital, I had planned on going by to visit her later that day.
I really felt that this patient was under my care. I look back on those two weeks at the end of her life and wonder what we, as physicians, could have done to make her time more pleasant or even to extend her time with us. I don't think there really is anything more we could have done, the cancer, of which I still don't know what type, would most likely have taken her life in the end anyways. But I can't help but wonder, what if we had been able to get her home for a few days? Did we control her pain? Did she die in pain wondering why no one would help her? These questions will forever haunt me with no answer.
I will always remember this experience and hopefully it has in some way prepared me for what I will encounter in the future.
Tuesday, April 7
The Match
I was accepted the a combined Family and Preventive Medicine residency at Loma Linda. This residency was created 3 years ago with missionary doctors in mind. I will be double board certified in family and preventive medicine and will get my Masters of Public Health. I have the option of getting the MPH in global medicine, which will be very helpful on the mission field. I am very excited about starting residency on June 30th, but I am also scared. It will mean many 80 hr work weeks and many nights spent away from Steve and Dietrich. But I am so excited to be an MD, able to have my own patients and write my own orders and prescriptions. All the hard work and dedication is going to finally pay off. Graduation is just around the corner on May 24th and can hardly wait to be done!
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Thursday, February 5
Hurry up and wait
Each step of the way has had it's worries, joys and frustrations. I will be glad when the process is over, but I think I've learned a lot about myself. I'm very happy to be going into a specialty that cares for all of a patient's problems and I am excited to be someone's "doctor".
More to follow when I find out where I will be for the next 3-4 years!
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Sunday, December 21
Fourth Year of Medical School
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Monday, June 30
Almost Done
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